Leda Pasi

Poet · Meghalaya · India

A poet/writer who writes through both silence and storm.

A writing journey

While struggling through endless battles in life, I have been having sleepless nights, overwhelming thoughts and emotions come and go like powerful storms, there came a moment, during a silent night, I was in war with my feelings and my thoughts, when I was about to give up fighting the silent battles, while I felt hopeless and helpless, I picked up myself as always and at that moment of the night I started to note down the roaring thoughts and emotions, putting them all into words, one by one. While doing that all, I felt different, the feeling I experienced was unique and peaceful. And since that very night, whenever my lips cannot speak or communicate during my tough times, I write them down. And I keep writing again and again. And I find myself at ease whenever I write. The heaviness in my heart gets better and better. That's how my writing journey began. I realized that the best way to help myself is by connecting with myself. It didn't matter if my writings were messy or not, I just kept writing whenever I needed to, and saved them as notes. And now, here I am, with a little ray of hope in this hopeless world we live in, I hope that by connecting with the world, we would not just share words or expressions but also peace and courage by connecting with each other through our writings. By sharing our thoughts and emotions with each other would bring some peace and smile to many.

Published writing

I'm losing myself day by day

Sometimes I feel like giving up, And follow the unknown voices calling, And sometimes I am uncertain or stuck, And feel exhausted to keep going; Oh Dear, it's been a silent but the loudest battle, Oh how I wish to get myself out of this puzzle! My soul is crying for help My mind is overflowed with powerful storms I'm losing myself day by day I'm drowning, I'm trembling, I'm suffocating But somewhere in my heart is still wanting to keep fighting.. But until when?, I ask myself again and again Until when? The heaviness I have been dealing with is killing me and my senses, I'm weary, I'm drained, drowned and helpless... My dear self, how will I keep you alive despite feeling soul-dead already? My life itself feels like a tragedy!

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